But you can still do things for
o th er peopl e-tha t's where th e socia li sm
comes in .
It
makes sen se!
But I don ' t know, I'm
no t sure
w hat
I beli eve an ymo re. All I kn ow is
I ta lk too mu ch ;
- and I' ve go t to get away.
I feel n ervous about going. I' ve n ever don e
an ything so compl etely on my own.. . .
I'm nervous
about hitching, too. Wha t if the cops
pick me up with thi s grass on me? I've heard
of guys being stripped by some sadi st cop
who shoves hi s hand under your ball s, or
up your ass , looking for-god kn ows wh at-" III egal
Stimul ants. "
Maybe I should get rid of
the grass .
But the who le point is
to
be
in my
tent-melLow-by
the sea, reading
"Out of the Cradl e Endl essly Rockin g."
H igh N oon-an y
time of th e day! A littl e
loving, a littl e smo ke, some good words.. . .
I beli eve in loving,
no t
love- "Th e
Go lden Cha in ."
Li sten , my mo ther just left my fa ther
after twenty-eight years, and still lives
in the same apartment hou se.
Wh y did she split?
Why bo th er? They never ta lked to each o th er
an yway. Non e of us ever ta lked.
I was pretty cl ose with my fa ther, but
we never
said
an ything.
I have four
brothers, and they' re all a littl e crazy;
-look a t
m e!
It's not a coinciden ce.
"The Bonds of Matrimony" . .. I hope
