PARTISAN REVIEW
71
the sweetness of jazz and I finally I had managed to speak to those
dear brothers and sisters
Then
after that
we all went up to Ernie's pad for a wild collective jerking-off party
and pot
But Parker and the other musicians of the Philharmonic didn't come
up because they were too tired
(they explained)
They all went back to their hotel to sleep it off
It's normal since they were all exhausted
But the rest of the guys came
We were all quite excited
Everybody got undressed naked
[no!
all the broads had left to go to bed either alone or else with
the guys who made it with them]
I
had a little complex (complex of inferiority ) next to my black
buddies because these guys had enor-MOUS dicks ( at rest theirs was
almost the dimension of mine in erection)
But we started masturbating in there with such vitality
with such frenzy
with such joy
with such insolence
that soon I no longer felt ashamed of my mediocre dimension
and I didn't think about anything except to keep up at all cost with
all the others even if my ugly little thing was smaller than theirs
and I kept up
to the end
jerk after jerk (individual and collective ) full speed and slow motion
and we would pass our dicks to one another stiff jubilant happy juicy
so that everyone would share the pleasure
WHAT WORK! WHAT FIREWORKS!
You guys may think I'm exaggerating but you should have seen the
faces the twisted grimaces of joy the eyes . bulging out the naked
bodies tall black and shiny ( except for mine which seemed out of
place in there as it should be obvious but nobody cared ) bouncing
around and you should have heard the heavy breathing the little
cries the groans the general exaltation!
