POV: Why I Worry in the Wake of Trump’s Win
A student of color’s fear for what could lie ahead

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It was 2:56 a.m. Wednesday, the very somber end to this election season. Donald J. Trump had just been elected president of the United States. And no, unfortunately this was not a cheap Netflix horror movie one could quickly close a tab on. This was not some nightmare in which we wake up 20 minutes late for our 9 a.m. lecture. Donald Trump is now our new president for the next four years. As I lay in bed, stunned and deeply saddened, I could not help but think of the struggles my mother, a Korean immigrant, experienced and the kind of racial backlash she must have encountered: the racist names, the lost opportunities she endured simply because she did not fit into what the model American looked or sounded like.
It disheartens me to think of the discrimination I may experience in the coming months simply because of the results of this election. I should not feel like I have to worry about taking the train for fear of getting attacked by one of his supporters. I should not feel this overwhelming sense of relief when I find out one of my friends from back home did not support him.
I come from a Long Island town where diversity is a luxury that I have yet to experience. I remember a moment in middle school when I returned from a bathroom break only to find my classmates huddled around my backpack saying it reeked of Asian. I remember this past summer, walking back to my car in a dark and empty parking lot only to have a driver shout that he would personally deport my mother and me once Trump was elected.
I am scared for the safety of my sisters, both in my family and beyond. I am worried for the well-being of my Muslim and LGBTQ+ peers. I am simply terrified for the safety of my family and all people of color. It is heartbreaking that so many now feel unwelcome in a country where, for the last eight years, progress seemed to push forward with momentum and gusto.
Today, there are political figures who actually suggest that only those with “at least four grandparents born in America” should be allowed to vote. This includes neither my family nor myself. It confuses me that a country founded by immigrants has now voted for a president who launched his political career from this xenophobic agenda.
I am numb and desolate in the realization that so many in this country voted in favor of a racist, sexist, and homophobic candidate. I plead with my brothers and sisters of color, the Muslim and LGBTQ+ communities, the mothers and daughters to stay vigilant in the uncertainty of the coming months. With live feeds from Trump’s victory speech flooding my Facebook, I have never felt such helplessness and panic.
With this disappointment, however, there is much hard work to be done. There is true hatred and prejudice harbored by so many Americans. This sudden influx of hateful rhetoric is not a foreign notion to this country. Racism, for many decades, has been hidden behind closed doors. Donald J. Trump has not only fueled this animosity, but has allowed it to become a blaring facet of American culture. I truly thank those that supported Donald Trump this past election. They have highlighted the ugly holes within this nation’s racially charged foundation. What we can do, now, is take our pain and anxiety and direct it towards equality. This country has been divided heavily before, and I truly believe that progress will be an undeniable consequence of this election.
As Barack Obama said earlier this week, “No matter what happens, the sun will rise in the morning.”
Jae Yoon Bae (CAS’19) can be reached at jaebae@bu.edu.
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