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pillows under my stomach elevating my behind. I think it would
be best if you did tie me up. It's a must. That way, no matter what
you want to do I can't resist. Use my panties as a gag, stuffing them
into my mouth, not too tight so that you can't hear me moan, but
tight so that my mouth is filled with it. And then whip me,
twenty-five times with that thin leather belt you have, or you can
spank me with your hands if you prefer, or do both. Don't stop,
no matter what I say or do, don't stop. After you've finished with
me, you can do whatever you want to me, or you can make me do
whatever you want to you. Anything, lover. You can li ck my ass–
hole. You can make me crawl across the room on my hands and
knees with my arms tied behind me just to suck you, and if I don't
suck you exactly the way you want me to suck you, you can whip
me some more until I learn how to do it exactly the way you want
it done."
She lies down on her side, facing me. I wonder if she realizes
how very excited I am; how very conscious I am of the way ai r
seems to be touching my body. My fingers tingle, or perhaps I
imagine that. She continues to lie next to me, doing nothing.
"When do we start?" I say.
"We've started," she says. "Two minutes down and three
minutes to go and the game is over. I want to lose, lover. I don't
want to make you come. I want you to whip me; to do those
things to me. Instead of gagging me with my panties, just put them
over my face, like a blindfold, with the crotch part around my
mouth. That would be so humiliating for me. When you whip me,
talk to me. Ask me questions . Ask me if I like what is happening
to me. Make me lick my panties. Make me count each stroke.
If
I
don't do what you want, if I don't please you, whip me harder.
Make me beg for each stroke. Make me ask for it. Tell me some of
the things you are going to do to me when you finish whipping
me. Make me call you master. Tell me exactly where you are going
to whip me next; that if I don't do just as you say, that if I don't
say just what you command me to say, you will whip my cunt.
When you whip me, lover, do it hard. Don't baby me. That would
spoil it. Do some on my ass and some on my thighs. I want
tomorrow and the d ay a fter tomorrow to know that I was
whipped by you. I want to feel it when I sit down. I want to look
