Madeline Gilmore

 

September

Originally published in Bluestem.

 
Lately it has been all sun

without the euphoria. Pale

flowers on the table.
 

In Kyoto, some trees are so old

they are spirits, bound

in ornamental rope, speaking

 

almost, from the frogs chirping

in the shady part of the forest.

In my apartment, even the AC
 

whirr cannot keep my plants alive,

even the impression of your body

on my mattress a dying spell.
 

When blacksummer rolls around,

I find myself once again

standing barefoot in my kitchen,
 

offering you what little I have.

I am wretched at the gate of the shrine.

Even the frogs could drown me.
 

Please, stay a while.

Let me wrap you like a cord.

Let me help you with your screenplay:
 

force the family out of their beds.

It’s about division. They will see

the lighting strike the house.
 

Please

finalist for the Knightville Poetry Contest by the New Guard

 
I picked the werewolf
double feature, and now
you regret letting me decide

anything. Even here
in the anonymous dark
of the theater, I can tell

you are making that pinched face
I hate, so I turn to you and say,
“Please, would you just notice

what’s really at stake? It’s the fact
that people would choose
to be werewolves if it weren’t

for all the morning-after guilt,”
and you shake your head
and I sink farther in my seat, staring

blankly at the full moon rising
above some simulated misty moor,
unable to appreciate the sheer beauty

of man transforming into beast.
How exquisite it must be
to finally master the art

of losing your mind,
to tremble with the urge to devour
all that had once called you by name.

 

Madeline Gilmore has her BA from Williams College and her MFA from Boston University. Her poetry has appeared in Bluestem Magazine, the New Guard, Vinyl, Bodega, and an anthology she co-edited called If you’re not happy now (Broadstone Books, 2019). She lives and works in New York City.