When we first entered
the vast, airy science amphitheater, with
its windows overlooking the gardens and
its semicircle of benches, the professor
had not yet arrived and all of us awaited
his entry with curiosity and anxiety.
Word had it that Professor Fedi was extremely
strict, very unpleasant, and often unfair.
When he did enter and
we first saw his grey face we understood
immediately, and instinctively, that what
we'd been told was true. Standing behind
his lectern, erect and ostentatiously
stiff, he gave the Roman salute fascist
style, signaled that we should sit down,
and slowly, one by one, passed us in review
with a cold eye, a half-smile on his thin
lips and his face livid against the black
of his shirt. His eye fell on each of
us as if defiantly and the room fell silent
as a tomb and so tense as to be absurd.
Mario and Lisette exchanged
glances, and I whispered to my bench-mate,
"What does he want?" Professor's
eagle eye immediately caught the glances
and the whispering. "Let it be known,"
he said icily, "that there will be
no noise in this room, nor do I condone
any lack of attention. Let that sink in
once and for all, because I do not like
repeating myself." The huge room
fell into an even deeper silence. Following
which the class prefect rose, intending
to ask the title and author of our textbook.
"Excuse me, Professor…" he began.
Only to be immediately
cut off.
"Ah. Let's all understand
one thing," said the man in the black
shirt. "You will address me as Signor
Professor, because I have a servant and
I go away on holiday."
The tone wasn't joking,
nor did anyone risk a smile.
"I beg your pardon,
Signor Professor," the prefect
said: while we thought that what we'd
heard about the professor, and hadn't
wanted to believe, had now been confirmed.
That same sentence had been delivered
to every class before ours and would probably
be repeated to all the classes that would
come after ours until the day when a providential
retirement would send Professor home,
his conscience satisfied that for nearly
all his ex-students he had ruined their
memories of school.