During summers and holidays, we Anglophiles
congregated in the center south of Argentina,
in a large country estate, or estancia,
in what we called "the new house."
To the west rose the last chain of the central
sierras, toward the east and south stretched
the great plains that had made the country
as rich as their soil, the black dirt, lush,
loud with grasses, insects, water, birds.
A pliant earth that farther south hushed
and hardened into stone, silence, steppe,
a lunar desolation from which, long ago,
the raiding Indians came.
An old house stood on a hill overlooking
the new house. A massive and decrepit stone
structure, abandoned by the family in the
1920s, the old house had been designed by
Jesuit architects in the seventeenth century
and was first occupied by the founder of
our clan. There, without indoor plumbing
or electricity, lived the one relative who
had refused to move, the family's only "Germanophile,"
our Uncle Blas.
By the summer of 1941, the leading topic
of conversation in the family was our uncle's
"derangement" and his embarrassing
defense of the Third Reich. From our rooms,
we children could feel the walls shudder
with the oaths of fathers and uncles, the
moans of mothers and aunts. There were letters
from Uncle Blas published in Buenos Aires
newspapers, donations and speeches on behalf
of German causes, and "the last straw,"
a Mercedes Benz limousine driving past us
toward the old house. But when we children
entered a room, conversations about our
uncle ceased. So we began to hide and listen.
The latest story overheard concerned an
elderly cousin who had run into Blas at
a piano recital. He told of greeting him
warmly to which Blas had replied: "Stop!"
hand up, palm facing the greeter. Uncle
Blas then pulled a small notebook out of
his breast pocket, opened it, and traced
down a page with his index finger.
"Good news!" he smiled at the
startled relative as he replaced the notebook.
"You're not on the list. I'm still
speaking to you."
The most frightful stories about him were
told by three women who had never met him.
The English and French governesses who looked
after my sixteen cousins called Uncle Blas
"the Nazi," and spied on his house
with binoculars. They warned us that he
was "a confirmed bachelor who hated
children," and if we dared to approach
his house, his fierce guardian dogs, two
Rhodesian ridgebacks called Graf and Spee—after
the German battleship sunk in the River
Plate in 1939—would tear us apart.
Even my American mother, usually oblivious
to her turbulent in-laws, perked up at the
mention of our uncle's name: "Don't
go there!" The spell of the forbidden
became irresistible.