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A Hundred Bones

by C. K. Williams


In this mortal frame of mine which consists of a hundred bones and
nine orifices, there is something, and this something can be called,
for lack of a better name, a windswept spirit . . .
—Basho

And thus the hundred bones of my body plus various apertures plus that thing I don’t know yet
to call spirit are all aquake with joyous awe at the shriek of the fighter planes that from their base
at Port Newark swoop in their practice runs so low over our building that the walls tremble.

Wildcats, they’re called, Thunderbolts or Corsairs, and they’re practicing strafing, which in war means
your machine guns are going like mad as you dive down on the enemy soldiers and other bad people,
Nips, Krauts, trying to run out from under your wings, your bullet-pops leaping after their feet.

It’s a new word for us, strafing. We learn others, too: blockbusters, for instance, which means
bombs that smash down your whole block: not our block—some Nip block, or Nazi,
some grey block in the newsreel. B-24 is the number of my favorite bomber: the Liberator.

My best fighter: Lightning. The other kind of lightning once crashed on an eave of our building
and my mother cried out and swept me up in her arms: The war is here, she must have thought,
the war has found me. All her life I think she was thinking: The war is here, the war has found me.

Some words we don’t know yet—gas chamber, napalm—children our age, in nineteen forty-four, say,
say Arnold Lilien and I, who’re discussing how we’ll torture our treacherous enemy-friends
who’ve gone off to a ball game without us. They’re like enemies, Japs or Nazis: so of course torture.

Do children of all places and times speak so passionately and knowledgeably about torture?
Our imaginations are small, though, Arnold’s and mine. Tear out their nails. Burn their eyes.
Drive icicles in their ear so there’s no evidence of your having done it except they’re dead.

Then it was Arnold who died. He was a doctor; out west; he learned to fly “Piper Cubs,”
and flew out to help Navajo women have babies. He’d become a good man. Then he was dead.
But right now: victory! V-Day! Clouds like giant ice creams over the evil Japanese empire.

Cities are burning. Some Japanese cities aren’t even there. The war is here! The war has found me!
Japanese poets come later. We don’t know we need them until they’re already buffing the lens.
Basho. Issa. Buson. Especially Basho: ah, that windswept spirit; ah, that hardly there frog.

Atom bomb, though: Basho as shadow burned into asphalt. House torn by mad burning wind.
Poets in coats of straw, burning. What is our flaw, we human beings? What is our error?
Spikes in your tushy, ice in your brain. That frog invisibly waiting forever to make its leap.

 

C. K. Williamsís most recent book of poems, Wait, was published in May 2010, as was a prose study of Walt Whitman, On Whitman. His previous collections have won the National Book Award, the Pulitzer Prize, and the National Book Critics Circle Award. He teaches in the Creative Writing Program at Princeton University. (10/2010)


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